The awakening

Been away from this blog for quite sometime.......and its not that I've been away on hols or what but I've been away at the SDMC looking after my younger sis who was hospitalised for some lung disorder and some some related symptoms. While there there was so many things that makes me aware  of things that all this while I've taken for granted....health in general......foods that are actually are the cause of all those pitfalls in our health........sugary foods .....fatty foods.... fried foods ...all that we are enjoying are actually ruining our health slowly but steadily if we do not  try to change our eating habits......and Execise is a must....at least half an hour everyday.....according to the dietician who attended to my sis we must control and take stock of what we eat in order to stay healthy.

Excercise.......is a must ..and thats whats lacking in my everyday life now....ever since moving to my present address four years ago.....whereas back in Sj ....I used to jog with my friends every evening without fail in the nearby field...but now  here  in SA  jogging tracks fields are not lacking infact there is a beautiful lake nearby with all the facilities to jog or walk but I'd rather sit infront of the tv watching dramas after dramas ....but that certainly has to change after the hospital's awakening.......for according to the doctor the right weight for someone my height is 54 kilos while my present weight is way above that........so now got to do it ..like it or not!!
Being away at the hospital for 5 days I must say I missed my kitchen.......so today back to my usual routine and its.......singgang ikan .......daging bahmia and mix vegy.....so till then byeeee

DEAREST MOTHER.......

Today the 11th of March........is a day of sadness as it marked the 4th year  that my dearest mother had left us...she passed away four years ago leaving us with the kind of sadness that is undescrible  as for only those who had gone through the same experience will know!!
It felt like its only yesterday that we went through those horrible hours......the ambulance ride ......the icu.... the doctor's discouraging words ....and the final moments..... only Allah knows how it felt....But thats  one  of life experiance that we have to go through  ....like it or not.
Remembering her...despite the sadness it somehow comforts me to remember that for two years until her final moments I was there for her.....seeing to her every needs.....being with her everyday....When I'm done with housework... we would lunch together.....watch her favourite dramas on tv....or just lie down with her talking and listening to stories after stories mostly of her younger days.....she would laugh  over funny and happy times and like everyone else ...she too had her fair share of sadness.....my times with her would ends  at night times as my two  younger sisters will take over taking care of her....since daytime they are working.

My mother was a very good cook.....be it anything it would turned out simply delicious....and expertise at making  traditional Malay delicacies are very well known in her hometown and amomg her friends....
Being the only one among her daughters that likes cooking ...she  would always remind me to learn and take over from her the right technique of making those traditional cakes ...but then I would just listen her verbal explanation without being serious enough...... back then I always felt that the whole process was too tedious  and time consuming.......I would prefer to learn making the mordern biscuits and the latest cakes......without realising then the regrets that I would feel as how I am feeling now....whenever the crave..came esp. so during during festive times no matter how hard I tried to make them remembering her verbal explanations ...it just never turned out the way she did it....I missed all that.

To my dearest mother : I missed you so much....remembering you is easy as I do it everyday esp in my prayers....the things that I used to do with you BUT: its knowing you are not here with me in my times of needs....your comforting words....your generosity with me over everything .....your smiles that soothes my heart whenever I poured out my problems to you ARE THE HARDEST THINGS that I have to endure now and for as long as I live....I LOVE YOU MOM,,,LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH.

In my sadness today I just went blank with what to cook for my family until my boy suggest that I cook chicken rice for them......so be it.....its simple.... easy to cook yet wholesome...till then byeee

me and my mom

A tribute to WOMEN

The 8th of March.......The International Women's Day.....a day of tribute to all women...being a woman its something to be proud of ....a day of recognition.......women leaders of the world....politician....be it in any field of careers.....woman today are women of substance....something to be proud of....but among all its women that we called MOTHERS are women of all women....From the time of pregnancies to the day they become mothers....their days are full of sacrifices....bringing  up their child / children with all the hardships that they endure ...some singlehandedly if they are single mothers. Seeing to their needs... understanding their problems ....sacrificing their own needs at times for the sake of their child/childrenA mother's love have no boundries they say....how true... and its a lifetime.
We have Mother's day too but in significant of this day "women's day"...... being a Mother and a Woman add more colours to the day....HAPPY WOMEN'S DAY to all women out there......this is our day!!!
My day today is no different from any other day.....chores chores and more chores as usual: housework that never seem to end.... but I do find time doing things that I enjoy.....like reading and blogging .....it somehow decrease my stress.....

What I cook today are just typical : gulai lemak chilli padi ketam......sambal belacan bacang....ikan goreng  and pepper roasted chicken..... till then byeee

Steamboat- Dinner

Just came back from a calorie free dinner at Johnny's...............Steamboat.......wholesome  yet very appetising and yummmy with the tom-yam soup.......We had an enjoyable time  with my sisters.....the boys and their friends Tasha and Herman.

I just love steamboat.......anywhere  and anytime   esp. so at Johnny's.... one of the best steamboat places around.........so much from me  this time   ........ too full to go on ...tilll then byeeee

To love........

Love thrives on understanding....sacrificial commitments on both sides....and love will flourish. In any relationships....marital...love amongst siblings and friendships must be build on trusts without it everything will fail.Often we hear of the ending of happy marriages due to lack of understanding....siblings rivalry for whatever reasons and friendships that ends thru miscommunications.....well it all may seemed as fate but if only we give more focus and work hard on the relationship.....as they say love is mutual....tolerance .....give and take are all it takes. When a happy marriage ends we wonder ...what comes to mind are"they seemed to be such a happy couple" and when siblings rivalry we wonder " they seemed to be such close knitted family"and when friendship fell apart...we would say" aren't they the best of friends" so it goes on.. without us knowing the real reasons why it happened!!!

Sometimes even when we try our hardest to please anyone at the end of the day...its us who get hurts the most.....its not fair at all.
Well thats life.....its not easy...but at the same time we need love in our lives for us to go on.
As usual ...what I've prepared today for the family......gulai chilli padi rebung...ikan masin goreng....bergedil daging and honey-chilli chicken for the boys....and kuih bingka for tea....till then byeee